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I wouldn’t be here if not for art

On the last day of July this year, I attended the Art as Essential to Survival: Healing through the Arts Workshop, one of the dialogues at the first ever Modern and Contemporary Art Festival (MoCAF).

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Little Good Things at the BGC Art Mart

Last March 25 and 26, I joined the Summer Create run of BGC Art Mart at the BGC Arts Center. It was my first time again to join an in-person art fair after two years, so I was a little bit wary again of interacting with people. There’s the risk still always of getting infected. But safety protocols were placed as always for everybody’s safety!

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The power of small increments & small steps

We have a new ginger kitten brought in by Half Moon.

His name is Kyo, named after a favorite character of mine from the manga/anime Fruits Basket. (He would turn into a ginger cat when hugged by a person of the opposite sex!)

My Mom and I would feed Kyo in small portions of food that’s easy for a kitten to chew, swallow, and digest. One pack would be good for breakfast, lunch, and dinner.

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How to Make Writing Less Solitary

A writer spends most of the time in her head, with the characters she’s still getting to know and the world she’s trying to build. She stares at a blank screen or a blank page for a long while, thinking of how to construct a sentence or shifting through metaphorical file cards in her mind for another word for ‘said.’

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Finding Bonnie

“Bonnie! Bonnie!”

I kept calling Bonnie within our vicinity. I checked the usual places she’d be in—the bushes, under the car, in the trellis—but to no avail.

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The Saving Power of Cats and Books

Cats arrive in our lives when it’s time for them to arrive, and we read books when it’s time for us to read them. A contract between fate and a series of our decisions lead us to meet.

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The meaning of confidence

I’ve always thought that the word confidence wasn’t good. Being confident wasn’t something that I aspired to be, because I thought that if I were more confident, then it would make me arrogant and full of myself.

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Dirty hands, red earth, and clay creatures

During the last days of the year, in our living room with the warm light pouring in the from the window, I sat on a white chair before a small working table. I laid out a sheet of paper towel on it, brought out the air dry terracotta clay we bought months ago that I never got to use immediately, and began kneading it, molding it, trying to discover what creature was inside the clay, what it would become in my hands.

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My Personal Mission as an Artist

Because I want my art to be centered on something good and true and for me to not get sidetracked doing things that God would not want me to do, I decided to write a Personal Mission as an Artist.

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Growing up with art in my life

After I greeted her and encouraged her to chase her dreams, she told me to do so too, along with these words that helped me see the relationship between our life and our art:

“Your work tells a lot about your journey.”

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On embracing the role and the gift

As I typed the welcome message of the home page, I was wary at first when I put ‘artist.’ Well, I am always wary of having to use the word ‘artist’ associated with me.

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